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kar kare dele

nemidunam chera bazi vaghta delam ye jurie, ye ehsase ajib, ye hesi ke kheili baram tazaso tazegi dare

kheili ba khodam neshastamo fek kardam ta fahmidam in ehsase chie, albate hads mizanam

bazi vaghta unghad delam migireo tang mishe ke dus daram beshinamo ye darya gerye konam, bazi vaghta ham unghad khoshhalam ke engar daram parvaz mikonam

jalebe, kheili vaghta az ye hes yedafe miram tu unyeki, yedafe az behesht mioftam saaf vasate jahannam, bazi vaghta ham barax, vasate jahannamam ke yedafe fereshteye nejatam mireseo par migiram miresam be behesht

are dige, kare in dele sab mordas, deli ke harkarisham mikonam mese inke adam besho niso hey tangtaro tangtar mishe

ta vaghti bahasham, daram ba fereshtam harf mizanam ya mibinamesh tu beheshtamo hichi bishtar az khoda nemikham, ama be mahze inke majbur mishe bere harchand delesh pisham mimune ama yedafe delam tang mishe barasho boghz mikonam

are kholase, fek konam fahmidam cheme, midunesam in nemato darama ama nemidunesam inghad ziade, khodam be azematesh pey naborde budam hanuz, un nemate bozorg eshghe, eshghi ke hame chizo ziba mikone, eshghi ke baes mishe adam zende bemuneo sabr dashte bashe

are ashegham, asheghe ye fereshteye mehrabun

hala dige motmaenam, motmaen shodam ke:

kar kare dele na kare engilisa dai jan napelon
+ نوشته شده در  سه شنبه سی ام مهر 1387ساعت 20:37  توسط محمّد 

mese ye bacheye 2 saale :-D

yeruz miyay kenaram, midunam
ghamo ghosaro az delet mirunam
asheghetam, divunatam azizam
ta aakhare omram kenaret mimunam

vaghti ba toam hichizi kam nadaram
age beri yeruzam davum nemiaram
pas hamishe kenaram bemun azizam
ke hichvaght mese abre bahar nabaram

barat behtarin zendegiro misazam
hame hastimo man be pat mibazam
tanhat nemizaram hichvaght tu omram
barat mimunam, ey noghteye aghazam

ta vaghti ke to pishami mikhandam
cheshamo ru hame badia mibandam
age beri nemidunam chi mishe
cheshamo ru in donya dige mibandam
+ نوشته شده در  سه شنبه سی ام مهر 1387ساعت 20:16  توسط محمّد 

az del NARAVAD haranke az dide beraft

 
migan faseleha adamaro sard mikone nesbat beham, chizi ke kheili mano tekun midad hardafe mishnadamo tars hameye vojudamo migereft. akhe migan az del beravad haranke az dide beraft

are, in jomle hamishe baram mese ye potk bude ke hey mikhorde tu saram, doro bariamam kheili in jomlaro mizadan tu saram, hala harchi man migoftam emkan nadare, baz harki harfe khodesho mizad, akhe nemitunesan befahman eshghe ma ghavitaraz in harfas, nemidunesan tu dele mano dele kuchike to che khabare

kholase ba koli tarso larz zendegimo edame midadam, ba tarse inke mabada yevaght doros dar biad harfe mardom, nakone man fereshtamo az dast bedam, nakone azash khaste sham, nakone un az man khaste she, nakone, nakone, nakone, nakone, ....

ba tarse az dast dadanet umadam, ba tarse az dast dadanet zendegimo inja shoru kardam, hardafe zang mizadi ba esteresi vasf nashodani harbar gushio bar midashtam, ama ta salam mikardio sedaye ghashangeto mishnidamo mifahmidam hame chiz sare jashe arum mishodamo bahat ba kolli zogho shogh harf mizadam

alan, badaz ye modati ke gozashte na tanha alagham nesbat behet kam nashode, balke kheili bishtaraz ghabl asheghet shodam, kheili bishtar, midunamam toam kheili bishtar ashegham shodio motmaenam vabastegimun be ham kheili az ghabl bishtar shodeo harchiam migzare bishtaro bishtar mishe

dige motmaen shodam, dige motmaen shodam hichvaght az dastet nemidam, hichvaght tanhat nemizaramo hichvaght tanha nemimunam, motmaen shodam ke ESHGH farataraz makane, va belakhare motmaen shodam ke:

az del NARAVAD haranke az dide beraft
+ نوشته شده در  دوشنبه بیست و نهم مهر 1387ساعت 0:4  توسط محمّد 

khodaya...

khodaya be man sabri bede ke betunam durie eshghamo tahamol konam

khodaya be man poshtekari bede ke ta residan be hadafam dast az talash bar nadaram

khodaya be man ghodrate dust dashtani bede ke ruz be ruz sheddatesh bishtar beshe

khodaya be man ghodrate gerye kardani bede ke hichvaght tu del tangiam cheshmam ashk kam nayare ke delam az ghosseo ghame duri natereke

va dar nahayat, be ghole doctor Shariati : "khodaya be man zistani ata kon, ke dar lahze e marg bar bi samare e lahze e ke barae zistan gozashte ast hasrat nakhoram"
+ نوشته شده در  یکشنبه بیست و هشتم مهر 1387ساعت 2:30  توسط محمّد 

moshajereye khodamo khodam

delam, delam tang shode

vase chi?

vase ye fereshte,delam bara fereshteye negahbanam tang shode

khob vase chi vel kardi umadi inja ke delet tang beshe?

bekhoda vel nakardam biam, khodam umadam inja ke betunam ayandamuno besazam, ke betunam kari konam ke eshgham betune ba eftekhar esmamo jelo baghie biare, khodam umadam ama delam hamunja pishe fereshtam mund

yani nemitunesi hamunja zendegito besazio pishraft koni? hatman bayad miumadi inja?

tunesanesh, na, nemitunesam, khodam kharab karde budam dige nemishod dorosesh kard, nemikhad begi, midunam eshtebah kardam kharab kardamo bayad mese bache adam miraftam jelo, ama az dastam dar rafto hame chiz kharab shod, vase hamin umadam inja az aval shoru kardam

khob age unjaro kharab karde budi dige che margite ke az inja razi nisi?

man key goftam razi nisam? daram pishraft mikonamo az pishraftam raziam ama delam bara eshgham tang shode

khob hamine dige, malume, akhe nemishe ke, nakone entezar dari mofto majani ye chizi be dast biari? na dadashe man, har chizi ye hazinei dare, hazineye pishrafteto sakhtane zendegie ayandat deltangie, faghat bayad bebini in hazinehe arzeshe kararo dare ya na?

are midunam, arzeshesho ke dare, motmaenam, sakhti mikeshim ama miarze, tu in modatam kheili chiza yad gereftimo yad migirim

khob dige, ye kari kon, az in bebad harvaght in deltangie umad soraghet, nemigam mituni az beynesh bebari, nemigamam mituni kamesh koni, etefaghan nabayadam betuni, khube ke nemituni chon deltangie neshuneye eshghe, ama mituni bahash yekam kenar biyay

kenar biam? chejuri?

gush kon bebin chi behet migam, harvaght in deltangie umad soraghet ba khodet dalilaye in deltangiaro morur kon, bebein asan chera alan delet tang mishe, bebin chera az hame zendegit duri ke delet tang mishe, bebin dalilesh chie, dalilesho ke peyda koni, hamun dalile arumet mikone

are, ras migi, alan ke baham  harf zadia kolli arum shodam, are, bayad dalilaro hey tu in mogheha bara kodam morur konam
+ نوشته شده در  یکشنبه بیست و هشتم مهر 1387ساعت 2:11  توسط محمّد 

maahe asmane delam

didamesh,  hamun maahe man bud ke mitabido shabaye tanhaiye asmane delamo roshan mikard

behtarine man, fereshteye nejate man bud ke mikhandid

va khandehavo chehreye zibash bud ke ashke shogh ro tu cheshmam jam kard

didamesh, are, didamesh, badaz inhame vaght

delam barash ye zare shode bud fereshteye man

nemidunam chi begam, nemitunam ehsasamo, ghodrato she date khoshhalimo benevisam

dus daram az shedate khoshali bodooamo daaaaaaad bezanam, bolaaaand be hammmme begam ke didamet

nemidunam chi begam, midunam harchi begam kam goftam

midunam kheili kame, ama, kheili kheili merc hameye man
+ نوشته شده در  شنبه بیست و هفتم مهر 1387ساعت 3:7  توسط محمّد 

khooneye madar bozorge ba dakhlo tasarofe khodam

nemidunam chi shod zad be saram beram tu kudakim, vase hamin in shero bardashtamo khodam taghiresh dadamo shod ini ke alan hast

Tazakkor : lotfan say shavad ba ahange "Khooneye madar bozorge" khande shavad (harchand midunam sakhte chon vaznesh yekam beham khorde) a

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+ نوشته شده در  چهارشنبه بیست و چهارم مهر 1387ساعت 20:41  توسط محمّد 

eshgh

ashegham, asheghe ferestei ke manie zendegi ra be man fahmand, asheghe fereshtei ke ba budane oost ke manie zendegi kardan ra fahmidam

zende budam pishaz oo ama zendegi nemikardam, faghat zende budam

az vaghti aftabe rokhe zibayat bar sarzamine dele man tabid taze manie zendegi ra fahmidam, taze dark kardam sohrab ra ke miguyad : "Zendegi zibast ey ziba pasand"

taze fahmidam sohrab ideal negar nabude, taze mifahmam sohrab mitavaneste realist bashad va na edealist

taze fahmidam sohrab zendegi mikardeasto serfan zende nabude ast dar hali ke man ta pishaz inke fereshteye nejatam ra biabam tanha zende budam va in bude farghe mano sohrab ke hargez nemifahmidamash

taze pey bordam chera khorshid tolu mikonad va baraye che hayat edame darad, chon khoda asheghast, chon khoda asheghasto ba eshghe khod be jahane hasti takapou bakhshide asto hameye ajsam ra ashegh afaride ast

va eshgh ast dalile charkheshe zamino ruyeshe giyahano tabeshe khorshido chah chahe parandegano sedaye ab

rudkhane be eshghe darya jari mishavad, gole aftabgardan be eshghe khorshid sarash ra ru be aseman negah midarad, abrha be eshghe baresh padid miayand, va man be eshghe to zendegi mikonam

harchand hanuz nafahmidam ba vojude ghorse maahi mesle to maahe aseman chera mitabad!!!
+ نوشته شده در  چهارشنبه بیست و چهارم مهر 1387ساعت 0:9  توسط محمّد 

fereshteye negahbane man

in ruza kheili shode be noghtei khire mishamo miram tu fekr, ghargh misham tu afkaramo dar hali ke shayad faghat chand daghighe bara donya gozashte bashe baraye man salha gozashte tu afkaram

miram jelo, unghad bargehaye taghvimo tu saram varagh mizanam ta miresam be chand sale dige, un moghei ke gharare badaz koli vaght zendegimo baz bebinam, un ruzi ke ba residanesh hamme deltangiamo azam migire, un lahzei ke ba budanesh be deltangiam payan mide

miram jelo ke ghame durio feragho nafahmam, miram jelo ke delkhoshiamo morur konam ke yevaght delam taghatesh tamum nasheo az ghosseo ghame duri natereke

miramo miresam be zamani ke dastaye garmeto tu dastam hes mikonam, ba sedaye nafasat mikhabamo ba navazeshet bidar misham, miresam be vaghti ke ba sedaye geryat asemune delam migireo ba sedaye khandehaye ghashanget bahare delam sar mirese

enghad charkhe zamunaro tu zehnam migardunamo miram jelo va unghad mimunam tu khiale ghashangam ke khodamo gom mikonamo nemifahmam doram chi migzare, unghad gharghe fekre ghashange ba to budan misham ta delam arum beshe

ama hamintori ke gharghe khialam ye lahze be khodam miamo doro baramo nega mikonam, donbalet migardam, sedat mikonam, ashk tu chesham jam misheo bi ekhtiar mizanam zire gerye

gerye, geryei ke vaghean sahme dele tange, yekam ke tu tanhaim, ke faghat eshghamo tush rah midam, gerye kardam arum mishamo del tangim kamtar mishe

badesh labkhand mizanamo khodaro shokr mikonam ke toro daram, khoda ro shokr mikonam ke fereshtei mese toro afarideo gozashtatesh ke fereshteye negahbane man bashe o hamishe baham bashe
+ نوشته شده در  سه شنبه بیست و سوم مهر 1387ساعت 23:43  توسط محمّد 

kash mishod

kash budi kenaram, kash mitanavestam alaan, hamin alaan daran chashmane zibayat bengaramo donyaye gomshodeam ra dar anan bebinam

kash mitavanestam dar hamin lahze boosei bechinam az labhaye sorkhat

kash mishod navazesh konam an gisovane kamandat ra va ehsas konam tora, dastane garme tora dar dastane sardam

ey hameye man, kash aknun mishod sedaye arameshbakhshat ra beshnavam, an labkhande zendegi bakhshat ra bebinam

kash mishod hamin alan, dar hamin lahze, roberuyat beneshinamo beparastamato tavafat konam ey kaabeye man

va aknun tanha ba yade ayande khosham, va midanam ruzi nachandan dur hameye inha barayam momken khahad shod, va tanha hamin fekrast ke mara zende negaah dashte ast!
+ نوشته شده در  دوشنبه بیست و دوم مهر 1387ساعت 12:49  توسط محمّد 

drough!!!

dorugh, dorugh, chizi ke azash motenaferamo hichvaght hata nemitunam tasavor konam be aziz tarin kasam dorugh begam

eshghe man, zendegie man, motmaen bash hichvaght tu hich moredi behet dorugh nagoftamo nemigam, akhe, akhe to ke miduni nazdiktarin kasami, to ke miduni az khodam behem nazdik tari, to ke miduni eshghami, chera fek mikoni hata mitunam behet dorugh begam?

to dige alan baram un adame ghabl nisi, dige shodi hame kasam, toro joziaz vojudam midunam, to baram az khodam mohemtari alan

dige alan to faghat kasi nisi ke behesh migoftam duset daram, alan shodi kasi ke age ye lahze nabashe az ghose degh mikonam, alan shodi un fereshtei ke fekre nabudesh divunam mikone, alan shodi eshgham, zendegim, hame budo nabudam, unvaght fek mikoni asan hata age bekham mitunam behet dorugh begam?

adam mitune be khodesh dorugh bege? na, chera? chon khodesh be khodesh nazdikeo midune chi be chie, adam hichvaght nemitune be khodesh dorugh begeo khodesho gul bezane, to ke az khodamam be khodam nazdik tari fek mikoni tavanaisho daram behet dorugh begam ya gulet bezanam?

hame kase man, hame zendegie man, hame omre man, behtarine man, ino beduno motmaen bash ke mano toi vojud nadareo alan ma shodim, harchi hast male mae o marbut be maeo ma bayad bedunim chidare migzare o che etefaghi dare baramun miofte, hich harfe nagofteiam nabayad beynemun basheo behet ghol midam harchi hasto ma bedunim, behet ghol midam
+ نوشته شده در  یکشنبه بیست و یکم مهر 1387ساعت 17:3  توسط محمّد 

delam tang ast!

delam tang ast, delam gerefte, kheiliam delam tang shode, delam tang shode bara ghadimai ke harvaght mikhastam mitunestam sedaye zendegimo, sedaye nafasasho, sedaye hegh heghesho, sedaye khandehasho beshnavam

harvaght mikhastam mitunesam, ama alan chi? alan dige unjuri nist, natanha harvaght bekham nemitunam sedasho beshnavam, balke joda az in bishtar mikham kenaresh basham, bishtar behesh vabaste shodam

delam tang shode bara ghadimao harvaght fekresho mikonam ke chand sal bayad injuri sar konam ...

midunam, midunam badesh dige hichvaght az kenaram nemireo manam hichvaght tanhash nemizaram. midunam badesh dige ta hamishe kenarame, midunam dige unvaght hichi nemitune uno hata baraye ye lahze azam joda kone

are, midunam miarze, midunam miarze adam chand sal sakhti bekeshe ama badesh rahat bashe, vali kheili delam tang shode, kheili
+ نوشته شده در  یکشنبه بیست و یکم مهر 1387ساعت 16:56  توسط محمّد 

khodamo khodaye khodam

khaje abdollahe ansari mige:
" Elahi, be hormate ezati ke to aani, be hormate safaai ke chenani va be hortmate naami ke to dani be faryad ras ke mitavani "

khoda junam, to ke enghad mehrabuni, komakam kon, komakam kon betunam sabr konam, betunam tahamol konam, akhe to ke miduni tu dele man chi migzare, mage khodet nemigi bandam harvaght ba ashko zari azam chizio bekhad behesh midam, pas komakam kon

behem sabr bede, sabre ayoob, ke betunam duri az un kasi ke shisheye omram dastesharo tahamol konam

are midunam, nemikhad begi, khodam midunam, mikhay badesh behtaresho behem bedi, ghadima harvaght mikhasam mitunesam sedasho beshnavam, ama azam gerefti ghadimaro, midunam midunam, behtaresho behem mikhay bedi ama kharjesh chand sal sakhti keshidane, hame inaro khodamam midunam, ama delam gerefte, vase hamin daram bahat dardo del mikonam, chon inaro midunam migam behem sabr bede, faghat sabr bede behem

bazam khaje abdollah mige:
" Elahi chon atashe feragh dashti duzakhe por atash az che afrashti? "

khoda junam man midunam bedune to hichi nadaram o hichi nisam, mikham komakam koni, mikham manam negah koni, komakam koni sakhtiaro begzarunam, are, are, bazam midunam khodam nemikhad behem tazakor bedi, tu shadiam toro yadam mire vaghti tanha mishamo mese khar tu gel mimunam miam soraghet, vali khoda junam, are, hagh batoe, ama age behet ghol bedam hamishe be yadet basham chi?

" Elahi eghrar kardam be moflesio hich kasi, ey yegane ke az har chiz jodai, che shavad agar moflesi ra dar nafase akhar be faryad resi? "
+ نوشته شده در  یکشنبه بیست و یکم مهر 1387ساعت 2:1  توسط محمّد 

moshajereye khodamo khodam

entezar, pole entezar taghate vazne mano nadare. migi hala chikar konam? nemishe, nemishe

yani chi nemishe?bayad beshe,arum boro pol kharab nashe,bayad salem beresi unvaresh

khob nemishe,mage nemibini ke hammmmme chubash puside?

be man rabti nadare,bayad salem beresuni khodeto

rahnamaimam nemikoni?

arum boro,bekhay bodoi ba kalle oftadi tu darre. jelo patam khub negah kon zire pat khali nashe

bashe miram vali age oftadam taghsire toe ha

to be harfaye man gush kon o daghighan beheshun amal kona age oftadi ba man

bashe,miram, ... , e,oh oh

TEKUN NAKHOR,mage behet nagoftam arum boro jeloto negah kon chera ajale mikoni?

akhe mitarsam

midunam ama age betarsi badtar mishe ha

bashe,bebakhshid

yekam dige beri residia, ajale nakon, ghadamato kuchik bardar, arum, aruuum

bashe, kheili dige munde ta beresam?

na,asan nabayad fekre unasho bokoni, to faghat movazeb bash nayofti, cheshm beham bezani residi akharesh

bashe, ahaaa, akheysh

aha, didi residi, didi kari nadasht

are, az inja kari nadasht, boro khodet bebinam bazam migi kari nadasht ya na

are midunam sakht bud ama miarzid mage na

are, kheiliam miarzid, alan bejash ye omr mirunam tu behesht zendegi konam
+ نوشته شده در  شنبه بیستم مهر 1387ساعت 2:53  توسط محمّد 

nemidunam chi benevisam,nemidunam az koja benevisam, weblog nevisi,oooooo,kolli vaghte hichi naneveshtam. hey sakhtam hey hazf kardam,hey neveshtam hey pare kardam,alanam baz ehtemalan minevisamo akhare kar khosham nemiado pakesh mikonam. akhe az chi benevisam??az deli ke ye zarre shode?ya az ashkai ke band nemiad?ya az chashmai ke hamejaro taar mibine?

fahmidam,fahmidam

az eshghi ke haruz tu vojudam ghavitar mishe,az eshghi ke age nabud manam alan nabudam,az un kasi ke zendegio bahash fahmidam,az kasi ke behem neshun dad zendegi kardan ke ba zende budan kheili fargh dare yani chi

faghat yechiz mitunam begam,ye chiz ke hamme chizaro tu khodesh dare,ye jomle,jomlei ke meslesh tu donya nist,jomlei ke be zendegie ensan mani mibakhshe,unam ine ke:

                            ASHEGHETAAAAAAAAAAAAMO DUSET DARAM
+ نوشته شده در  جمعه نوزدهم مهر 1387ساعت 21:26  توسط محمّد